Police Officer Jillian Michelle Smith

Officer Smith, i'm sorry for what happened to you that day 14 years ago, as your death was senseless and it was extremely cruel. To start off, there's alot of things i could start with, but what i'd like to focus on is the fact you saved a young girl's life in your last moments. You knew you were wounded and that danger was there, and instead of trying to save yourself, you saved a precious child's life, meaning that child can now grow up and get older because of you, and if that isn't an act of heroism and selflessness, i don't know what is. Although in the end your death should've never happened, it won't change that you saved a save life that day, as your actions that day deserve recognition. However, the thing that bothers me, is that this is one of those cases where you just have to ask yourself why. Why did the man do what he did that day? Why could he have just gotten his time over with? But from upon my research and what i read, is that the man who took you and that poor woman's life had a long history of convictions, and that it was clear that he never learned his lesson in the first place. In conclusion, i believe that even if the man did his time he still wouldn't have learned, as his actions that day proved that. But atleast on the bright side of things, is that the man won't bother or harm anyone else again, due to the fact he was clearly a coward who would never learn or change from his mistakes, but what he did is between him and God. Also, i'd like to shift into the positive side of things: For one, you were a police officer for barely a year, which although it is sad and it could've been different, it appears that God had other plans, and he saw that you were a brave woman who had a passion to serve others, and to demonstrate what it meant to be a hero and servant to the public. I think that during your 10 months as an officer, you've accomplished alot, and another thing i'd like to point out is that you were an officer in the grand state of Texas. One thing i know about Texas is that it's one of the dangerous places to be an officer, but as it turns out, you didn't let that bother nor stop you as you were determined to change lives and help others, whilst also doing your job in a professional manner. From what i learned, is that you were one of the good officers in the state of Texas, specfically in the city you grew up in, which was Arlington, and considering you had that dream of being an officer, i have no doubt that you successfully accomplished that dream, although it was cut short. It never makes sense, even as of now it doesn't. It doesn't make sense why some officers who are young or just getting started in their career have their lives cut short, all because of the evil and cruelness in this world. There shouldn't be a reason to harm an officer, but with how society and people are today it's only gotten worse as people encourage destruction rather than encouraging helping others, which has been a problem for awhile. But thankfully, with officers who are or were like you that truly wanted to change their communities, it does help suppress it and change people's minds, even if a little bit. Although i myself am not a police officer in any way, i understand that not all police officers make it home, and though it is unfortunately true and i wish it was different, atleast in the end the fowl individuals that do such actions to police are either put down by responding officers, or they're permanently sealed away from society. From the amount of officers that have died by the hands of selfish cowards, i've learned that so many people nowadays can't accept responsibility for their actions, so they take it out on others because they're too arrogant to just do their time and move on. I do know now that you're one of God's soldiers and police officers in heaven, as it appears that God had other plans for requesting your assistance in heaven, as it's a sign that your sacrifice showed what type of person you were, as you saved a young child instead of yourself, which is something that not many people have the courage to do, let alone take the bullet instead. It amazes me that you didn't even think about yourself in that moment, as the child's life and safety was your main focus and instinct, and that child could go on to live their life, and although it is a shame that you were taken by a monster, it's one of those things where you just have to salute the said person who saved a child in the progress, and i personally salute you for that. I'm not sure where the child you saved is at now, but hopefully she knows that you're the reason why she is alive today, because you acted as a shield for her in that moment and you successfully saved her life, and she can tell it on to those who learn her story. I do think that as long as your name is said and you're remembered, you aren't truly dead, as you were a young woman who was just beginning her life and career as a police officer, though it was sadly taken away. I think that you had more to live and look forward to, but as i said before, you were called in by God to reunite with him and be credited for your service, which i think is well appreciated. As of now, may you rest in peace knowing that your service and sacrifice is forever appreciated, and that you managed to make an everlasting impact on those around you, and that the city of Arlington and the state of Texas is honored to have had heroes like you patrolling the streets and ensuring the safety of others and the public. Just know that the man who took your life is also gone, meaning that he won't bother anybody else again, and that he's receiving his punishment in the afterlife for his actions that day, as he wasn't right in the head, and that he was a dog that should've been put down a long time ago, but met his end. Rest Well Mrs. Smith

Morgan, a civilian supporter of the blue line

August 9, 2025