Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Happy Easter Jared, we miss you man.

Jeff J

April 12, 2009

Hi Honey,

It is 11:00 P.M....the night before Easter. Tomorrow after Mass, Marilyn and I will be with Pam and Jackie for Easter dinner, etc. After that we will have the five Candle Ceremony to honor you. On your Birthday and Easter, twice a year I conduct that remembrance. The candles represent 1st...our grief, 2nd our prayer to God for courage to confront our indescribable sorrow, 3rd for your memory, 4th is for the love and the gift of your life on earth and what it brought to each of us. That 5th candle is for the CERTAINTY we have in Eternal Life through the shed blood of our Saviour, Lord Jesus Christ.

Three weeks from tomorrow Marilyn and I head to Colorado. It will be so good to be with Jeff, Jonika, Natalie, Meridith, John and our wonderful Grandchildren - Aaron, Faith, Courtney and Kyle. But the specific reason for being there at that time is because of two events to honor you and other fallen officers: the Memorial service at America the Beautiful Park and the Annual Golf tournament at Fort Carson.

Mark, Brad, Angie and I will be together as usual and as needed (by me to be with them). Their love, friendship and caring is cherished and vitally important to me. I will never forget how at the end of the first annual tournament, when I had just finished the round. That year I played with three wonderful ladies. I had just placed my clubs in the car trunk and did not know how I could make it to the pavillion for lunch, drinks, awards, etc. The emotion of everything the tournament was about was consuming me. I could barely walk away from the car. And who was walking by me at that time but Brad. One look at me and he could tell what was happening to me. With tears in my eyes I said in a breaking voice.... Brad ... I need a hug. And the compassion and strength in the strong and long hug he gave me, supplied me with what I needed to pull myself together and join the others.

Golf, as you and I know, Honey, was just one of a number of special bonds between us. We absolutely loved it when we could go to a driving range and or play a round of golf as well. I was with you when you bought your golf clubs and bag. I never thought I would ever have them, but Natalie was so kind in giving them to me. She said she felt sure you would want me to have them.

Among the other things of yours she has given me are two things I can hardly look at without crying. They are the new, unwrapped box of golf balls and brand new - never worn golf shoes. You bought them for the then upcoming 2006 golf season. A season of golf and life and the pursuit of dreams that were taken from you. My God, how I miss you.

We will visit that hallowed ground, on Costilla next to the bus bench. I will kneel there once more to pray and thank God for allowing me to be your Dad. We will visit the Park that has your name. I will drive by, again, some of the locations we were at when I was on "drive alongs" with you. And I will continue to do there, in Colorado, what I do every day. That is to fight through the pain, keep putting one foot in front of the other and try to be 1/10th the man you were when you walked this earth.

Be near me Jared,
Be with me, I need that so.

Love you,

Dad

Thomas Jensen
I am Jared's Father

April 11, 2009

I have not forgotten...
A Proud CS Citizen

Anonymous

March 28, 2009

Love you:)

Natalie

March 25, 2009

Detective Jensen,
You will never be forgotten.
Heroes live forever and God Bless your family.

Mother of two Deputy's
(El Paso County Sheriff's Office
Rosemary Crowley
Coral Springs,Florida

ROSEMARY CROWLEY

March 19, 2009

J-rod,

Miss you... Happy St. Patrick's Day!!!

Nadine

Nadine

March 18, 2009

Detective Jensen... you will never EVER be forgotten. You are the true definition of a HERO.

Deputy David Roycraft
El Paso County Sheriff's Office

March 5, 2009

You have not been forgotten. Continue to watch over all of your loved ones for I know they face each day with a burning pain in their hearts. Their love for you will never die.

Bob Gordon
Father of Chicago Officer: Michael P. Gordon, EOW: 8.8.04

March 4, 2009

I tried to say something on the 22nd, but the words never came. I tried all last week and still nothing. What do you say when the words are all gone, yet the pain and heartache are still there? The memories of that day and everyday since with be with me always; the good and bad.

I grieve for the loss of a husband, brother, and son. I celebrate the lessons learned and life you lived. So I guess there is some balance to the tragedy that has taken you, though I would have been more than willing to learn those lessons later in life if it would have given them one more day with you.

I know you and Ken have been there for me when I needed it most. When few others would have understood my fears. You have stood vigilant over this department during some tense moments keeping them safe from harm. "Thank you" will never be enough.

Anonymous

March 1, 2009

I have not forgotten...
A Proud CS citizen

Anonymous

February 24, 2009

Jared,
Three years yesterday. My thoughts are with your family and your brothers and sisters with CSPD. GOD Bless you and keep you.

Cpl. A. Baker
Teller County S.O.

February 23, 2009

Jared...

This is always such a trying time for me....missing you so much and at the same time celebrating the miracle of Faith's life. I sit there and say Faith is 3 today but then reality hits, and I realize that it also means it's been 3 years since you were taken from us. Such a confusion of emotion going on inside of me. But I try to stay balanced for you and Faith. I feel that slowly I'm getting a balance, but only time will tell.

Yesterday I visited the bench and placed a flag each from Faith and Aaron. We went to your park and played for nearly an hour....I found myself sitting back watching everyone play and remembering the many times that we went to parks when we were kids...fond memeroies.

Thank you for all the wonderful memories...

Love Ya!

JW

February 23, 2009

My thoughts and prayers are with your loved ones and friends on this anniversary of your EOW. Continue to keep watch over them and those still out on patrol watching over the Thin Blue Line. You will never be forgotten.

James Sheppard
Father of Sgt. Jason L. Sheppard EOW 12/7/06

February 23, 2009

Not forgotten. At rest. At peace.

The peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Phil. 4:7

Casey Hale
Husband of CSPD Detective

February 22, 2009

ON THIS THE ANNIVERSARY OF THAT TERRIBLE DAY, WE PAUSE TO REMEMBER THIS GREAT MAN. A YOUNG MAN WHO GAVE HIS OWN LIFE SO THAT OTHERS MIGHT LIVE IN A SAFER PLACE. WHAT GREATER THING COULD A MAN DO? TO HIS FAMILY, I CAN ONLY PRAY THAT TIME WILL EASE YOUR PAIN. DWELL ON THE PRECIOUS MEMORIES YOU HAVE OF YOUR LIFE TOGETHER AND TAKE COMFORT IN KNOWING THAT YOU ALL WILL SOMEDAY MEET AGAIN. TO DETECTIVE JENSEN, REST IN PEACE WITH THE BLESSED ASSURANCE THAT HOW YOU LIVED AND THE WAY YOU DIED WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.

INV HAROLD HUTCHISON (RETIRED)
HUNTSVILLE ALABAMA POLICE DEPT

February 22, 2009

Thanks for the time I had with you today at the bench. I had my family there with me, as we knelt on that hallowed ground and honored not your loss, but your life! Without being prompted by anyone, my kids stepped forward to show their respect. Jessi left one of her favorite stuffed horses there today, and my son Garrett left a necklace and kissed your memorial stone. Both left flowers that they individually picked out. Such are the blessings of un-scripted, pure child love. We should all have such love. They have asked many questions I don't have answers for, and at times have fears I cannot calm. But they understand the man you are, what you stand for and all you gave to your country. Thank you for the lessons your life is teaching my children. Thank you for bringing your family closer to mine. Their lives enrich ours daily.

Do me a favor and give Saint Michael my best. God Bless you, my friend.

JD

JD

February 22, 2009

My thoughts and prayers go out to your family and friends on the 3 yr anniversary of your death.

Gone but not forgotten.

Heroes live forever.

Rest in peace Detective Jared Jensen.

Officer
Grand Rapids PD, Michigan

February 22, 2009

To Detective Jared Scott Jensen, his loved ones, and his fellow officers:

On this the third anniversary of your tragic death, please know that your memory is honored and revered today.

My heart is with all family members and friends who call you beloved. They are all in my thoughts and prayers today. I can see from the loving reflections left by your loyal family and friends that you were an amazing man who is loved and missed by all those whose lives you touched.

This world, this country, your community truly are better places because of you. To have lost you is a great tragedy, an irreplaceable, immeasurable loss for society. We are grateful for and to you, and honor you for all you did for us day in and day out whether you received a word of thanks or praise.

Thomas and Debby, I share your anquish in losing a cherished son and know the meaning of lives forever altered. Those bullets didn't just take kill our sons, but killed a part of everyone who loved them. You are both in my heart's embrace today.

Rest in Peace, Jared. I am so humbled by your valor and service.

This reflection is sent with the utmost respect for the distinquished service Jared gave to his community and the citizens of Colorado, and for the supreme sacrifice he and his family made on February 22, 2006.

Phyllis Loya, mother of Larry Lasater, PPD, eow 4/24/05

Phyllis Loya
mother of fallen officer Larry Lasater, eow 4/24/05

February 22, 2009

The memories of three years ago today still haunt my dreams; it is only in the thoughts of your memory that I am able to find comfort. It's hard to believe that it's been three years since you were stolen from us. Your memory has and will continue to live strong in those that you touched.

Gone but not forgotten.

Anonymous

February 22, 2009

My Precious Son,

How does a father properly ... appropriately ... sufficiently show his love for his son? I have knelt at the bus bench with JD and prayed at that hallowed site. I have cried with Jeff and Jonika as we stood at your grave site on that mountain top. I kiss you face on that 8 x 10 picture every morning when I wake and every evening before I go to bed. I wear the blue wrist bracelet with you name and EOW date. I speak to you each day and tell you I love you. With God's help I bear the pain and continue to put one foot in front of the other.

So what's the answer to the question I ponder at the beginning of this reflection? The answer??? With God's direction, it is to try to live my remaining days here as best as I can... as you, Jared, lived your life on earth. Strive to work hard, help others, be honest, courageous, committed to what is right and good. Work through the pain .... the ________ pain, and try to emulate you... my son, my precious, precious son.

Be near me, be with me. I so need that.

Love you,

Dad

Thomas Jensen
I am Jared's Father

February 22, 2009

We will never forget you Cuz,

Anonymous

February 22, 2009

You and your Family are in our thoughts and prayers!
Gone but Never Forgotten!

Anonymous

February 22, 2009

J-Rod,

Missing your wonderful smile and your kind heart here on earth. You, Natalie and your family are in my thoughts everyday especially this Sunday!!!!

Miss you,
Nadine

Nadine

February 21, 2009

J-Rod,
Let me start by stating "WOW" the lord works in mysterious ways. I say that because I was awaken by you this morning. As you stood there with that bright smile and lean image I remember having a conversation with you about our lives the last three years. Upon the conclusion of our conversation you "zipped" away with that smile on your face which left me overjoyed. Thanks for being there for me and everyone else who ever had the pleasure of meeting you. You are truly not forgotten. I miss you.

Detective Robertson (RET)
CSPD

February 20, 2009

Dear Jared, I know you were there Wed night and it couldn't have been more evident...even when I tried to keep things under control and couldn't. Wish you could've helped me bowl a better game tonight:) I know that you were shaking your head. This is always such a time of reflection, and I hope that some of the big questions I've been asking will be answered or clearer soon.

Please continue to be right there beside each and every person that loves you; help us to keep reaching out, to share the light that you gave us, to live rich, full lives that make this world a better place. You know our hearts, you visit and continue to affect...Thank you for your steadfast love, it is sustaining, it is peace, it is joy. Love you always and forever....

Natalie

February 20, 2009