Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Deputy Sheriff Jason Michael Scott

Loudon County Sheriff's Office, Tennessee

End of Watch Friday, March 12, 2004

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Reflections for Deputy Sheriff Jason Michael Scott

Well, today is our anniversary and it is another one apart. I have had a hard day today with today being our anniversary and then Sunday being Father's Day. It seems like only yesterday that we were getting ready for our wedding. Though that was the BEST day of my life getting to marry the man I loved so much. We made many memories in our short time as husband and as wife. So many I could go for days talking about! Though we said our vows that day on June 16th I never knew that the part where we said "till death do us part" would come so soon. I just thought we would get to grow old together like most people in life get to do, but I quess that God had other things in mind for us. Unsusre of WHY us, but it happened. I only know that it was great and a true blessing that I meet someone as wonderful as you. I look at your picture on this computer screen and all that falls is tears because that is all I have left. I would LOVE to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you and tell you that I am so sorry this happened to you. Somedays I wish that I was gone off the earth too, but I know you would tell me to get real, because someone has to raise your baby. I never understood how lucky some people are just seeing someone holding hands or doing the family things together or even just sitting out on the front porch in the rocking chairs together was important untill you were gone. I miss you so much and wish things were so different. I want to say this you were the BEST thing that ever happened in my life. You taught me many things and you still are even now. I love you and miss you so dearly and just wanted to say HAPPY ANNIVERSARY with LOTS OF LOVE. UNTIL THEN XOXOXO............................

LOVE YOU!

Joni Scott
WIFE

June 15, 2006

I thought of you today when we were at the pool. Jayden could only be just like you bless her heart she is the small little Jason Scott dare devil!!!! She only tries so hard she jumps off the steps into someone's arms and just laughs! She is so much like you it is unreal! But yet she is simply so cute and looks just like you. Even though I am putting 60 sunblock on her she still is tanning just like you as dark as ever! Thank God blessed her with that!!! Just thought of you today and thought I would let you know about Jayden's pool day! Love you always and always thinking of you!!!
LOVE YOU !!!

Joni
Wife

June 11, 2006

Jason,
I never got to meet you in this life, but have come to know you by those who did. It is amazing the way that you touched the lives of those around you and how much they care for you. We met Jimmy, Jeff, and the rest of your crew in D.C. again this year. I am glad to call them my friends and my brothers. We got a great photo of us all at the U.S. Capitol service. Our departments have grown even closer than before in the wake of your leaving. Bonds have been strengthened and we remember how frail and precious life is. I will always remember that cold day, wondering how something so horrible could happen in such a beautiful place that God had made. I'm reminded then that peace is not guaranteed and that God sends forth his warriors to protect those who cannot protect themselves...to bring order from chaos- justice to the wicked. "Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called the sons of God- Matt 5:9." I know that you and those who have gone before us will continue to watch over and protect us. We will always honor for your sacrifice, brother and never forget. Until we meet on heaven's streets.

Brothers and Sisters
Blount Co. S.O.

June 4, 2006

As we return to Washington this year with many people from the dept. I can look and see that there is more than just you and me that have lossed each other. The pain is still so great, but yet to know that one day we will meet again. Not only do people in Loudon know about you (our precious HERO in blue) but other's from all over the world knows what a great person you were and what a Hero you truly are. Although it takes something like this to happen for others to know how great of a person you were. I know that you would have loved to stay here on earth with us, but God had this plan and now you are needed in heaven. I am sure that you are still doing your duties in heaven as you would here on earth. Just to let you know that there is not a day goes by that you are talked about or thought about. Just for you to know that the love is still strong even when the tears are still heavy. Love you always!!!
Joni

Joni Scott
Wife

May 20, 2006

Jason,
We miss you so very much and wish so desperately we still had you with us.There isn't a day passes especially at noon that we don't think of you. Every day you were patrolling you came for lunch. While walking in the door, and going through the cabinets, grabbing a cookie, playing with Addie and Drew,I would be preparing your lunch. Oh, how I wish, I could do that today. What I wouldn't do just to see your cruiser in the driveway,again.The moon pie that was to be for your dessert on that Friday is still in the cabinet waiting for you. I just can't make myself throw it away. Ricky and I loved you as if you were our son. Thank you for making our daughter happy all the years you dated and later married. Thank you for my precious grand daughter.Yes, she calls us, Nani and E-E, just like most of the county.We are so proud to call you our SON-IN-LAW.

Donna Hamil
mother-in-law--father-in-law

May 8, 2006

I cried today as I read the story of your sacrifice. My friend, Peter, was killed last year. His murderer, too, committed suicide. I know this has been a great source of suffering for his wife, Rebecca. I can't imagine how I would get through something so final... no trial, no justice... just the loss... the senseless loss.

I read that your wife was expectant and cried even more. Rebecca and Peter never got to have children and sometimes I can't decide if that's good or bad. I'm thankful a child has not been left without an amazing man for a father... but I mourn for Rebecca never having Peter's children. You both were so young... God bless you for all you did for your community, for our country. I will keep your wife and little one in my prayers daily.

Mrs. Scott, please know that NONE of us will ever forget Jason's sacrifice. You and your child will FOREVER be in my thoughts and prayers always. I think of survivors everytime I kiss the man I love goodbye. I'm so grateful for all of my blessings. I appreciate them so much more knowing that survivors like you must wait until Heaven to meet their loved one again. I'm sorry for your loss. I'm sorry that your child will never meet his father through more then photos and memories. Through God alone are things like this even remotely possible to understand and heal. God bless you.

LEO Fiancee and friend of Peter Grignon EOW 3/23/05
Louisville, KY

May 5, 2006

Jason,

Joni had your Memorial Bike Ride last Saturday and I got to see bunches of your family and friends - even Jayden! I just want you to know many of us think of you daily and you will truly never be forgotten. I'm sure you and Mike Moore have partnered up in Heaven to protect the one's of us still down here. The Memorial in DC is soon and I want to say thanks for your sacrafice.

Cpl. Teresa Smith
Loudon County Sheriff Dept.

April 30, 2006

I just wanted to say I was extremely moved by the story and the reflections about Jason's life. I am not a police officer but just a concerned citizen. It broke my heart to read this and words cannot help ease the pain his family has gone through. I would just like to say I am truly sorry for your family's loss and may God rest his soul and bring happiness to your family. His sacrifice is very much appreciated and I just would like to say thank you to Jason.

john

April 14, 2006

Just was thinking of you today, and wondered if you had met Mike Moore. He was a great friend to me and Jayden. We didn't know him very long, but he was a great person. You and him would get along great. Now that the Dept. has two of you watching over them daily we hope and pray that you are still keeping the beat in heaven as you both did here on earth. Me and Jayden are doing fine and we miss you always and love you dearly.
Love you,
Joni

Wife

April 7, 2006

Jason,

I got to see Joni and Jayden three weeks ago at your Memorial Service. We all miss you so very much. I can't help but smile when I see jayden because her looks and actions remind me so much of you. The Dept. suffered another loss yesterday and I'm taking it pretty hard - was just thinking about you and had to let you know.

Cpl. Teresa Smith
Loudon County Sheriff dept.

April 4, 2006

FLUFF HAVE BEEN THINKING ALOT OF YOU AS ALWAYS I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY HERO AND THAT EVERYONE AT THE DEPARTMENT MISSES YOU BUT WE WILL SEE YOU AGIAN SOME DAY. I TRY TO FOLLOW YOUR STANDARDS BY BEING THE BEST AND TREATING EVERYONE AS YOU WOULD. THE MEMORIAL WAS GREAT KNOWING THAT YOU WERE THERE TO WATCH OVER US AS YOU DO EACH DAY AS WE GET READY TO DO THE JOB YOU LOVED SO MUCH YOU DONT KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I LOOK AT THE CLOCK WHILE RIDING THE ROADS AND THE CLOCK WILL SAY 910 AND I JUST LOOK UP AND SMILE AS YOU DID AND DO EACH DAY, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WHAT YOU DID YOU ARE SADLY MISSED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN. UNTILL WE MEET AGIAN WALKING THE BEAT ON HEAVENS STREET.

DEPUTY
LCSD

March 28, 2006

D.S. Scott..you - your family - friends & co-workers are in my thoughts & prayers as you celebrate your second aniversary in Heaven..continue to watch over them & keep them safe along with your fellow brothers/sisters in blue..YOU ARE GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN..REST IN PEACE & WITH EASE BLUE ANGEL!!!!

recruit MI State police
michigan

March 16, 2006

To Deputy Jason Scott and his loved ones:

On this the second anniversary week of your tragic death, please know that your memory is honored and revered today.

My heart goes out to your family. You’re in our thoughts and our prayers.


Jason, you rescued us, saved our possessions, our lives and our families. You are one of the rare heroes among us. You were always there for us in the most traumatic moments of our lives. No matter when we called, we just expected that you would come and do whatever it took to help us, and you always met our expectations. Your selflessness and dedication are awe-inspiring.

This world, this country, your community truly are better places because of you. To have lost you is a great tragedy, an irreplaceable, immeasurable loss for society. We are grateful for and to you, and honor you for all you did for us day in and day out whether you received a word of thanks or praise.

Rest in Peace, Deputy Scott. I am humbled by your courage and valor and that of your wife and daughter and other family members.

To his mother, I share your agony of having lost a child in the line of duty. I know that a part of us died too.

This reflection is sent with the utmost respect for the distinquished service Deputy Scott gave to his community and the citizens of Tennessee, and for the supreme sacrifice he and his family made on March 12, 2004.

Phyllis Loya, mother of fallen officer Larry Lasater, Pittsburg PD, eow 4/24/05




March 14, 2006

Dep. Scott

"Brothers in Blue are Brothers True."
You are greatly missed, but not forgotten.

Deputy Sheriff Keith R. Bunch
Jefferson County, TN Sheriff's Dept.

March 13, 2006

Dep. Scott,
Please know that your dedication and sacrifice are remembered on this second anniversary of your tragic death. You will forever be remembered as a hero, thank you...

Linda Lamm - LEO wife and sister of
Jay Balchunas EOW 11.05.04

March 12, 2006

On this second anniversary of your tragic death, you are remembered in thought and prayer. I am very sorry your family must walk this difficult, painful journey.

Mary Kay Balchunas
Mother of Jay Balchunas, EOW 11/5/04

March 12, 2006

Rest in peace Jason. To the family, I pray that our Heavenly Father may assuage the anguish of your bereavement, and leave you only the cherished memory of the loved and lost, and the solemn pride that must be yours to have laid so costly a sacrifice upon the altar of freedom. May God bless you all.

Deputy
Chesterfield Sheriff’s Office Va.

March 12, 2006

Rest in Peace Deputy Scott.You did your job with courage and dedication.

March 12, 2006

Rest in Peace Deputy Scott.You did your job with courage and dedication.

March 12, 2006

YOU ARE MY HERO,TODAY WE HAD YOUR MEMORIAL,I THINK IT WAS GREAT I GOT TO SEE THAT PRETTY LITTLE GIRL YOU HAVE. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR FAMILY MEANS TO ME AND THIS DEPARTMENT.SEE YOU SOON BROTHER.
LOVE,
JIMMY

ASST. CHIEF JIMMY DAVIS
LOUDON COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPT.

March 12, 2006

As the two year mark of your death arrives 3-12-2004 I can first think of the morning you left the house. It was just like any morning, but I will never forget your last words to me was I hope we have that baby girl today. Oh how that day was a nightmare that dream for you was ended so quickly. I can only think of how scared you were and alone you was, but my heart was there with you. How this all happened to us I will never understand, but one day I will. As I look through our pictures of building our home together, our wedding, and other things we did that were so precious makes me realize how special you were to me and how empty I feel today without you here. It is so hard not being able to share things with you on a daily basis. The things that Jayden can do that are so funny and sweet that I feel you are missing out on. Just like you she has many accidents and easily tears up anything. I am sure you our laughing at all of this! I will never know what your realtionship would be like with Jayden, but I know she knows who you are. We went today and took your flowers and she helped clean the stone so perfectly and made sure everthing was looking good. I know in my heart that you are fine now, but I still wish you could come home. How life has it ways. I am sure that you know you are a hero and always will be. You are such a brave person and you have such a good heart that will always be remebered by me and everyone that ever met you. How much I want you to know that there is not day goes by in the house that you are not remembered. There can be things that I can look at in this house and think of how you nailed a nail or put a hole in a wall, or just sitting in your chair wathcing cops, but that is only memories now and the wishes that you were here. I can say too you that there is no one that is like you but your daughter.
As you showed me many things in our life together, you leaving me has made me a stronger person. As a single Mom and doing the house duties, and being a strong person in general your love still comforts me each day as there is always something that your LOVE brings to me to make me strong. I know in my heart that you are fine and happy being in heaven. I just want you to know that you are my Husband, Hero, and the best DADDY in the whole world that is missed and loved so much. As the tears still fall and my heart is still broken there will never be a day that goes by that you will not be in my heart and loved and missed so much. I will always love you and forever in my heart 910 will be.
Thinking of you and missing you, and loving you so much.
Love you, Joni

Wife Joni Scott

March 11, 2006

HEY PAL, IT IS FRIDAY MARCH 10,2006. SUNDAY WILL BE TWO YEARS.I HAVE SPOKEN WITH JONI A FEW TIMES THIS WEEK IN PLANNING A MEMORIAL SERVICE FOR YOU. I KNOW I SPEAK FOR ALOT OF US, WHEN I SAY YOU ARE THOUGHT OF EVERY SINGLE DAY, SEVERAL TIMES A DAY. I ASKED JONI FOR A FEW PICTURES FOR VIEWING DURING THE MEMORIAL SERVICE. I RECEIVED THEM TODAY AND I WANTED YOU TO KNOW YOU CAN SEE THE LOVE YOU HAVE FOR YOUR FAMILY,YOUR DEPARTMENT AND THE COMMUNITY YOU SERVED SOO BRAVELY. THIS SUNDAY IS DETICATED TO YOU OFFICIALLY.BUT EVERYDAY IS YOURS. MISS AND LOVE ,JIMMY

ASST. CHIEF JIMMY DAVIS
LOUDON COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPT.

March 10, 2006

Jason,

Papaw EO came to join you on Feb. 16th. We all told him to look you up when he got to heaven and tell you how much we love you and miss you. We asked him to give you a big hug for us.
He is probably harping on you to pick up rocks like he did down here. In a few days you will have been gone for 2 years. It still does not seem real and the sorrow is as great now as it was then. We miss you so much. Jayden looks and acts so much like you. She has ways that remind us of you every day.Joni is doing well.Right now she is very busy organizing the 3rd annual Memorial Bike Ride. I know you are very proud of her.

You are always in our thoughts and heart. Love, Dad and Carolyn

March 2, 2006

Dear Jason,
So this is the second Valentines day with out you, and it seems like yesterday you were just bringing me flowers to work with a BIG smile on your face. Oh how I miss that! So I took you flowers and a card that I hope you are enjoying from heaven. I would just love to wrap my arms around you and tell you that I LOVE YOU, but one day I know that it will happen.

I gave Jayden a gift from you and me for Valentines day. It was her favorite Ball-oons! She is getting so Big now and can almost talk to where you can understand it.

I wish you were here to share this day with us, but I know that you are here when I see you in my dreams. Me and Jayden will give each other the LOVE and friendship for now, but when we get to heaven will be forever be a family once again.

Just know that I will always LOVE YOU and that all of my XOXOXOX belong to you. Happy Valentines to my true love and husband! I see your smiling face looking down and telling me you love me too!

Love you bunches,
Joni

Joni

February 14, 2006

Daddy I just wanted to say Happy Valentines Day! I love you very much!
Your sweet Daughter,
Jayden

Jadyen Scott
Daughter

February 14, 2006

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