Cherokee County Sheriff's Office, Georgia
End of Watch Sunday, August 8, 1999
Reflections for Deputy Sheriff Dana Denise Shaw
Momma,
You left me in a rush but you left really tough!! You mean so much to me and I know your in a better place but, to me things would be better with you still here!! I have dreams often that you come back and then you have to die again!! I hate it so bad because it's like losing you twice!!I must say that I have not yet experienced you dying in any of my dreams! I hope I never do because it would hurt!!
I hate you not being here cause I can't go to you about any problems, except my prayers and dreams!! But is's not the same that way!! Me and Jena haven't been getting along lately and it's buggin me!!
But, anyway Tanya's getting married and moving to a new house!! I wish you could be here to see all of it!! I bet you'd tell her he's not the right one just to get on her nerves!! ButI really think he's the one!! Some how or another please be there for her!!
I also wanted to mention your poems!! They are so good! Why didn't you ever show me?? I cried when I read the one about me! It was so beautiful! Someday I'll have the best ones published! I hope anyway.
Dylan's gotten so big and handsome!! I wish you were here to watch him grow!! Jeremy's been doing pretty good in school if you ask me!! But I have to!! I love you sooooo much!! Love you always and forever!!
#1 mommy goes to...
Deputy Dana Shaw < My Mom >
Your daughter Kayleigh
Mom,
Tomorrow will be two years. I really don't know what to say other than I miss you and I wish you were here with me! I am sorry that I haven't gone to see you. It is just to hard to go! We are taking a poster to east cherokee tomorrow. How bout coming down there with us. Wish me luck in 7th!! I love you and miss you muk!! I got this online in a chat room!! here's a ose fo ya!! -<-<-@ I love you!
Your Daughter Kayleigh