Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Jason I was thinking of you today and missing you it is snowing like crazy here but you already know that.It sure is beautiful just remembered that you all would be out helping othes today and also having a little fun I know that Chris sure does miss you he tells me about things that you would do and how you would laugh I can just see you now. Have a beautiful day and I thank you and God for watching out for you'r Dad . I know that you put in a good word for him Love you alot.

Aunt Faye

January 30, 2010

Now it is 2010, we just celebrated another CHRISTmas and another ball drop in time square with out you here. Each year I leave a reflection of how each Christmas goes, but this year I would like to say thank you to God for the blessings that he gave us this past year. How many things were needed for your watchful eye to look over, and how somethings I know you made sure were taken care of. Each day goes by as Jayden is now growing as she matures into a girl that sometimes I believe thinks she is already sixteen! She is such a huge blessing to me. She talks about you very often more now than ever. Questions have started about why, where, and how and I am not sure that she is really old enough to understand yet. I do know that she says alot how she wishes you would come back and see her. Oh how I wish you could. I do not know her pain, or her empty space that she feels in her heart and in her life. I just know that it breaks my heart to see her have to go thru this. I know that you will let me know when that time is right and I hope that you watch for others to keep there thoughts and comments to there self as this is yours, mine and Jayden's conversation that we will one day have together. People's selfish actions causes others so much pain and grief that they do not have a clue. The world these days are so much worse than when you were here it seems since March of 2004 Loudon and surrounding counties have been much worse in crimes. Thank God you are in a much safer place now where that doesn't happen anymore. I can not wait until the rest of us join you where we dont have anymore worries or heartache. As we start 2010 nothing still never changes are empty hearts, or days where you are missed so dearly. So keep your eye on us as always and others that you know and love through this next year that we all may be blessed with your gentle spirit and loving hand.
We love you always and forever.

Joni & Jayden
Wife & Daughter

January 3, 2010

Jason, Christmas has come and gone, the New Year is here and we are still missing you. While I was wrapping presents, I started thinking of you. Remembering when you wrapped one present for Joni and used a whole roll of tape. You wanted it to be sealed very good. Jayden was especially sweet this Christmas but then she's precious everyday. She loved all her gifts. Ricky, told her earlier to go brush her teeth and get ready for bed. She said," all you people do is tell me to do stuff all the time, Why don't you do something for me sometimes.lol Being five she forgets about the games I picked up off the floor and the crayons she left out. I don't mind though she will be grown up soon enough and we all will wish we could pick up after her. I just wanted to share some of the cute things she says with you. Miss you more everyday and love you dearly.

Donna Hamil
mother-in-law

January 1, 2010

Jason,

I think about you often but even more so lately with your Birthday being last month and of course Christmas this month. Everyone misses you and you come up in our conversations often at LCSD.....we still miss you and mourn losing you every single day. I hope your beautiful baby girl, Jayden, had a wonderful Christmas....she is just like you!!!!!

Lt. Teresa Smith
Loudon County, TN Sheriff Office

December 26, 2009

Dear Jason,
We miss you every day. Some days are more of a struggle than others.We were talking to some people from the dept the other night at the Toys for Tots benefit.Jayden had been there earlier in the day and they were amazed at how much see looked and acted like you. Jimmy Davis said just look at her she even walks like Jason.She went running to the Sheriff and gave him a big hug. Suzanne and I were talking about how much you were looking forward to Jayden's arrival and how we could picture you playing with her. I think they were all pretty much taken back by her visit.You would be so proud of her . She is so friendly and loving. Where ever she is your presence is there also.The Dept. still remembers you and always will.Hopefully Jayden's visits will help to keep those memories of you in their hearts forever.We will be thinking about you especially at Christmas when Jayden is opening her presents just wishing you could be here.She told me the other day she had friends she could talk to but not her Daddy. That broke my heart. It is very difficult to have an answer for that. Keep watching over her. We will all get through this together.
How awesome it must be to celebrate Jesus birth in Heaven.
It is very comforting to know while we are celebrating Jesus birth here he is holding you in his arms there.Soon we will all be there celebrating together.
As every year the blue lights are in our windows remembering all the officers who protect us every day,and a special one for "910"
We love you Jason Merry Christmas
Dad and Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

December 17, 2009

Dear Jason,

I am really really missing you right now. If only I could talk to you, hear your voice see your sweet smile. I know you are especially watching over your Dad right now. He loves and misses you so much. Someone told me the other day he has his own special angel taking care of him now. We ran in to a couple of your school mates the other night. They went all through school with you.They had memories to share and ask to see a picture of Jayden.They could not believe how much she looked like you. I think your Dad needed that . It always lifts his spirit when someone wants to talk about you. Things would be much more bearable right now if you were here. Thank you Jason for always being there. Love you , Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
StepMom

December 7, 2009

Today is Thanksgiving where we all gather and have a great meal that I know that you always loved, and it used to be your favorite day to be very full. As today we gather down at mom's there is a empty place thats just for you that always will be just for you. On days like to today and like always we are so glad that you were a part of our lives and part of our family, and that is something that we are truly blessed with. Also we are truly blessed that we have Jesus in our hearts knowing that one day he will call us home to be rejoined with you in heaven. That will be are most thankful day in life.
So today we are thankful for you Jason and the man that you were and still our in our lives. Please keep your spirit near in the next few days as some of your loved ones will be needing you dearly.
We love you, miss you, and are very thankful for your loving heart.
Love you and Happy Thanksgiving.

Joni & Jayden
Wife & Daughter

November 26, 2009

During the Holiday season makes me remember all many memories of you and other loved ones that have gone on before me. You were so young when you were taken from your beautiful family. You are never suppose to question why GOD does things, but sometimes we do that when tragedys happen like the day you left us. I also know when GOD closes one door he opens another. The door that was opened left us with an amazing little girl who looks just like her daddy!! I know a child or husband can never be replaced but I also believe GOD gave Jayden to everyone who loved you to make the pain a little easier. During this holiday season, we are suppose to be thankful..and one thing I am thankful for is knowing one day I will be reunited with ones that I love and can love the ones that are still here. Loosing you has been a hard road for everyone that loved you. Loving you was a memory that will always be cherished. Rest in peace, Jason Scott. Until we meet again!!! Love always, Lisa

LISA KING
COUSIN

November 25, 2009

Jason, I have been thinking of you all week knowing you're birthday was comming up how could I forget when you and Chris were almost born on the same day . He takls about you all the time and they get a kick out of things that Chris does and they say that they can tell he is kin to you. We all Love and miss you. May you have a beautiful Birthday up there with all your family.

Love Aunt Faye,

Anonymous

November 19, 2009

Dear Jason,

Yesterday as we left work the song "Who You'd be Today" came on the radio.The words to that song could not be more true.
Sunny days seem to hurt the worst
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you every where I go
I see your smile,I see your face
I hear you laughin' in the rain
I still can't believe your gone.
It ain't fair : you died to young
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
I wonder Who you'd be today
Some days the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I'll see you again someday.
I do know if you were here today you would be the best Son anyone could ask for and the best Daddy Jayden could ever have. Love and miss you Dad and Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

November 19, 2009

My sweet precious son, how I miss and love you. Time is suppose to heal the hurts,but time has only strengthens that deep,precious, blessed love between a mother and her son. It does not get easy, but I do praise God beause I know you're spending your 30th birthday in Heaven, waiting with the angels until that day we will be celebrating birthdays and holidays together.
Jason, I love you, my son
PATTI KIRKLAND HAMIL
MOTHER

PATTI KIRKLAND HAMIL
MOTHER

November 18, 2009

Happy 30th Birthday!:)
Once again we see the 18th your specail day of the year. As we took your flowers, cards, and ballons one thing comes to mind as we wish we could do more. You know that we would love to if you were still only here. Time goes by and it seems as though yesterday we all sat together and ate a meal and of course your favorite cake. Those are moments that I cherish and miss the most. Birthday's and Holidays always seem the hardest to not have that beatiful smile there. As years have passed I still wish that Jayden would have got to at least spent one birthday with you. She celebrates each birthday just like you did with joy and laughter! This year she wrote you a specail message all by her self. This morning before school she sang this to you
"Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday DEAR DADDY
Happy Birthday to you!"
Then she wanted to know how old you were, I told her you were 30 and she said "gosh you guys are getting old!" Only your Daughter would come up with that one! Hey, but she can make you laugh just like you did all the time.
We just wanted to tell you that you were on our minds and in our hearts today like always. We wish you the best bithday ever and all the love we can send to the beatiful heavens!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
LOVE YOU!

Joni & Jayden
Wife & Daughter

November 18, 2009

HAPPY BITRHDAY JASON
You were a very special gift to all of those who knew you.
We were so blessed to have you with us for 24 yrs. Sending much love up to heaven on this special day. Today we will remember all the bithdays in the past. You always like to get money on your Birthday and of course Chocolate Chip Cookie. Jayden got you a card. She is just like her Daddy, she loves parties , cake, cookies and money. We miss yo so much. Wish you were here to celebrate with us.
Love you with all our hearts,
Dad and Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

November 18, 2009

Today I am missing my wonderful brother......He should be turning 30......He is loved and missed everyday........

Jayme
Sister

November 18, 2009

Jason,
It is November and the beginning of all the birthdays. They start the first week of the month and go until the month is over. There is one that has been missing for to long and that is yours. We remember how you loved to get presents and a special meal. It didn't matter if it was home cooked or at a restaurant to you.We loved doing little special things for you whenever we had a chance.
I miss you so much and wish you were here to handle the things that pop up now and then.Even as sweet and nice as your were,you would not stand for all the aggravation
Joni and Jayden face daily. The saying goes, "This To Shall
Pass". Until it does, keep a good watch over them and protect them with your love. We love you just as much now as we did over five years ago.Always in our hearts.

Donna Hamil
mother-in-law

November 3, 2009

Dear Jason,

We miss you so much and wish you were here. Jayden scored a goal at her soccer game last night. She was so excited , she was giggling so hard. As we sat there and watched her play ,it is as though you are there with us. Your face, your smile your actions are very much alive in her. We are blessed with so many memories that help carry us through the days until we meet again. We love you Dad & Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

September 30, 2009

Dear Jason,

We felt you with us in spirit Saturday. Like Sheriff Guider said we could just see that big smile of yours smiling down on us. It rained all around us but never a drop on the ride in your memory. Jayden is learning a valuable lesson. It is better to give than receive. She enjoyed herself so much handing out water, and taking up toys for "Toys for Tots".
Each year that goes by she becomes more involved in the Bike Ride and she told me next year she wants 1,000 bikes to show up. Jason, you could not have ask for a more special little girl than she is. She took it really good about Hollie. I can still see you sitting there holding Hollie like she was a baby. She was never the same after you were gone. We miss you so much !!!! Love you
Dad and Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

August 31, 2009

Yesterday was our baby girls first day of school. She said she had such a great day! The things that she has done over the summer are a amazing!I know that I am very proud of her and I am sure you are too.
We have such a beatiful, sweet, and best all around little girl. How time has flown by it seems as though yesterday she was just a baby and now she says she's a big girl now. How amazing it is that together we had such a beatiful little angel. I suppose that you are still watching over her daily and speaking gentle words to her. She has come in the past few weeks to ask many questions about you and says that she misses you so much.I believe that is your sign telling me that you are right here beside us.
Keep that precious beat going and your watchful eye and loving heart on us.
We love you always.

Joni
Wife

August 20, 2009

Gpod morning my friend I have been thinking about you for the past few days every time i see a sticker on a car or something that reminds me of you this morning I was listening to Bro. Eddie's C.D and he was sining that song while walking with the Lord one day I heard my savior sweetly say come follow me and find sweet rest and that morning you did and I know that you are at rest. I hope you have see our new little angles up there can't you just see Missy with 3 babies but God knows best and hopefuly this one will be ok Jayden was over there feeding all her animals the other day and her and Chloee had a ball I know you would have laughed your buns off. Someone found a report that you had wrote up something about a windshield I think it was one of your days too. We love and miss you hope I haven't wrote to much I know you are in to something
love

Aunt Faye,

Anonymous

August 18, 2009

Jason,
There are no words to express what we feel and how much we miss you.There are so many things in our daily lives that make us want you back so badly. Your daughter is so very special. Like Donna said she is a joy to us and brings much pleasure to our lives.She told us Sunday her Daddy told her not to throw out trash out the car window because a woo-woo would come up behind us really fast.She went on to explain you know my Daddy in the picture ,he told me that.She can make us laugh and want to cry at the same time. No doubt you and her would have a ball together. She is looking forward to the 6th annual Memorial Bike Ride. She is going to help collect the toys for the Toys for Tots.
We went to a family cookout the other day. Chris came in dressed in uniform. Chloee spotted him and took off running when she got to him she had her little arms stretched out to him.That is one of those moments you can't help but break down .We would give anything to see Jayden running to you with her arms out for you to pick her up. One day soon that day will come.
Love and miss you so much Dad and Carolyn

Carolyn SCOTT
Step Mom

August 10, 2009

Jason, I have been thinking about you so much lately. Just knowing all the wonderful things you got taken away from you on March 12,2004. Your little girl is learning so many new things and she is a joy to our lives. We LOVE and Miss you, my sweet son-in-law.
Forever in our hearts,
Donna Hamil

Donna Hamil
mother-in-law

August 9, 2009

Homecoming at church, Father's Day has now passed and gone we remembered you so much on these special days. We have since went on vacation to the beach Jayden has got her noraml Jason Scott tan even with sunblock she still tans just like you! (Dark as ever) She was so funny that many things that she did at the beach was just another reminder of just how much we all miss your laughter and joy that you brought to this world.
It want be long till she goes back to school and then she says she will be a big girl then. This year will be interesting just to see how she does going all day. Our baby has grown so fast how time fly's anymore just yesterday it seems as though you made your journey to heaven and then our little angel was born. Memories are left that our all still so fresh and new and many more are being made by your daughter.
We love you and miss you so much! Keeping you close to our hearts always.
Love you.

Joni & Jayden
Wife & Daughter

June 25, 2009

Jason, Happy Fathers Day We miss you so much. Jayden picked a special place to put your card. She talked about you alot today. Wish you could be here with her. She is all about having fun just like her Daddy. We heard another funny story about you at the K-9 Dog trials yesterday.We could just see you stuffed in that suit with a dog latched on to you.We are so thankful for all your friends who share their memories of you with us. We love you,Dad and Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

June 21, 2009

Jason,
We will be going on a little vacation in a few days. Another one without you. There want be a time that we want be thinking of you. Whether, it is at a restaurant, shopping in the souvenir store,or playing putt-putt, you will be remembered for something you said or did.
I wish with all my heart that you could have been with Jayden in her innocent years. You two would have been a hoot to be around. Joni says that you and Jayden would eat ice cream from the carton with a ton of sprinkle, while rubbing your big bellies.
Memories and Jayden are all we have left and we are so thankful we will always have those. Love you !!

Donna Hamil
mother-in-law

June 11, 2009

Jason,
We are missing you so much today. The cemetery looked pretty today decorated for Homecoming.Your flowers looked so good, Jayden picked the daisies out herself.Daisies are her favorite so she wanted you to have some.All the memories keep us going and keep you close to us in our heart.One day there will be a very special Homecoming, when we are all together again. Love and miss you
Dad and Carolyn

carolyn scott
stepmom

June 7, 2009